promise i'll come back from death real soon ok just need 2 catch my breath. by lenney.xyz. I think what I need is just / to kill myself about it for a little while. I'll be back soon. Just to clear my head, / a cold shower upside-down, feet-first into the river. Afterwards I'll float around the house I think, / and watch you look right through me, before I take the bus to the flaming pit / of damnation. And after a few thousand years I'll realize that I lost my pass, and have to / hoof it back the long way, and suddenly it's the next morning and they're scraping me / and my twenty missed calls up off the concrete beach. I took a wrong turn some where and thought I made it home / but it was some dollhouse mirror maze. I tried to call you but I'd / become a / poltergeist. And the last thing I ever wanted to do was haunt you so / I'm sorry if I made you worry. It's like I said before when I made that promise, / remember? I'll be back / soon. The morning after I killed myself, I tried to unkill myself, but couldn't finish what I started. -Meggie Royer